Still Kicking
In spite of it all, I’m still alive. I know I’ve been MIA a long time, very often I’ve blogged in my head… it just never seems to make it this far. Depression really is hard on the motivation.
I’m doing better emotionally now. (Instead of crying every night I only cry a couple times a month) Financially is a different matter all together… : (
I’m trying to figure out some way to make a living and it is proving much tougher than I even imagined. I’m 37 with a college degree and can’t find a job within 50 miles of where my family lives that pays more than $9.00 an hour. Ugh.. That doesn’t even come close to paying the bills.
The nice thing is being close to my family though. I LOVE getting to see my sister often, I missed her so much when I was living overseas.
I know this was a pathetic little post.. but I’ll post more later, promise.
~S
christine said,
October 1, 2009 at 6:37 pm
Yeah you’re back! I keep you in my favorites, all your sites but now this one, and check every so often. Update more. Not sure how I even found your site but I’ve been a ‘Fan” for a few years! Take care- Good luck with the job search.
Carrie Jo said,
October 19, 2009 at 11:28 pm
Just glad you posted again! I’m glad you’re able to see your family much more often. Hopefully having their support helps. That sucks about the job situation, though. I hope something turns up.
Carrie Jo said,
February 13, 2010 at 3:12 am
Wondering if anything panned out on the job front. Hope things are going better.